Separating From The Masses.

This is the one thing that always eludes me. I never seem to have time for anything and I never have anything to do in the time I have. It sounds confusing and it is…

I can rarely say that a day has been fulfilling, I always feel like the day has passed and I still have so much to do… I even find myself wanting more time to spend on thinking (about any possible matter), than actually do something using my body.

On the other hand I often find my self having surplus time and nothing to do with it. It seems that I only have lust to do things that I enjoy and avoid doing anything tedious by any means necessary. I know that everyone will try to avoid or postpone doing something they do not want to, but I feel like I have a harder time than most taming my desires.

This labyrinth seems impossible to get out of, but it is a necessity to do so. Whenever there is something you want to do, you can’t ever make enough time for it, but when there is something you don’t want to do, you have all the time in the world…